When your faith fails in light of evidence or lack thereof. You might wonder how all those years you believed, God seemed to be there for you. He always knew your fears, he always shared your innermost thoughts and feelings. You might even have secretly believed God was a she because she knew you so well.
The best explanation for it when you conclude there is zero evidence for God is this. God was in your head all along. You made him up to help you and like a childhood imaginary friend it worked. You searched and cried and pleaded and ultimately you answered your own prayers.
The most liberating realization post belief is this: The divine you needed was in you all along. You have the ability to save you! Knowing that also means you know it’s up to us to make the world a better place cause God sure ain’t gonna do it. – Thus saith the Fridge